Welcome to the updates page!

MEGA archive of my old mods should be back online. If there's no link on the main page, here it is: https://mega.nz/folder/OLZwXAwI#zXQztQLLu8UY0IgfYq_1jA.

Since I finished the overall layout of the main page, I would say the updates page is somewhat tolerable. That will change once I learn how to do Javascript, but my HTML knowledge will suffice. I will probably showcase some mods. I know that the original domain had expired. I will get that fixed. I'm still deciding what art movement/aesthetic should I do. But I really have to focus on my life. Thanks for reading, peace!

Everything is permissible for me, but not all things are beneficial. Everything is permissible for me, but I will not be enslaved by anything [and brought under its power, allowing it to control me. - 1 Corinthians 6:12 (AMP)

If you wanna know why I had it deleted my account and everything archived, modding became a second job rather than a hobby. I no longer feel enjoyment as I used to. It has drained my creativity and made it an obligation. I can no longer express myself freely. Even my mental health has taken a hit. This doesn’t mean that modding will no longer be a thing to me: I will still mod, but just less than now. It won’t be big projects but mostly small fixes that won’t take much time. It will be just private. I will still collaborate with people, despite all of this. But I will add that I will do minor things. I feel like NFS modding or 3D modeling in general has put a lot of stress on my mental health. The plethora of things such as creating LODs to making the mod fully customizable has made me grieve a lot. Implementing these features has been time consuming. At first, I wanted to finish my current projects. Then, I would work on little projects and be done with modding. But I feel like I don’t want to do it. I would rather spend time on creating art or making music as they take less time to make. I have been investing so much time into 3D modeling so much that my art has gotten worse. One guy on that aforementioned Discord server said that my art is trash. I think it has become trash ever since I made 3D models. I took a break from 3D models and drew pictures. The end result was that I felt more mentally stable than before. I have over prioritized modding to the points where it started to hurt my academic life, my personal life and even my career. I started to fail in school because I would use modding as an escape. However, I was immersed in Blender for hours instead of 15 minutes. My internet addiction made it worse. I was suspended from school for poor grades. As for my personal life, I would neglect the time to go to church or hang out with friends. It’s always on Discord and so on. I kinda started to hangout with actual friends from high school and college. But when my project was demanding, I stopped hanging out much or just with one friend. I actually miss the days when I went to church on Sundays, even though the new pastor has made everything worse. I will not get into that. I am sorry but I am just being honest. I like to thank those that are supportive of my decisions. And thanks to the others that did not. It's been Blitz. Have a nice one.